So, i decided i need to take part in connecting to where my food comes from...if i can eat it, i should be able to do whatever's necessary to prepare it...hence the chicken head and axe. I killed a chicken while Mama-G laughed uncontrollably. I prayed beforehand and told the chicken i was sorry. The worse part was definitely the actual killing (except for Mama-G's laughter). Everything else was fun - feathering, gutting, and eating!